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It's nearly been 2 years since the accident. July 30th 2013, I was jumping Tazz in the field. He was going really well until we got too close into an upright, he knocked it and went into a bucking fit. When landing the buck, his backend slipped out from underneath him and he fell on top of me. The accident landed me in hospital for 3 days with 4 broken bones in my foot and a detached ligament. I had to have an operation to fix it. This was my worst nightmare. What made it worse is I had an allergic reaction to the general anesthetic and I thought I was dying. I kept passing out and throwing up blood. I couldn't stand up. I was too weak to move. It was the scariest thing, besides the accident, that's ever happened to me. After the operation I was on crutches for 2 months in a full plaster cast and then another 3 months on crutches with a walking boot. Even though everything is fully fixed now, it's still agonizingly painful most days. Since the accident, I've been petrified to ride Tazz. I hacked him once summer 2014 with my mum on Phoenix but I wouldn't go faster than a walk. I hated myself for being so pathetic but I couldn't shake the feeling of fear I kept getting. Whenever I was on him I would have a panic attack because I was that scared. I almost gave up on us both. It wasn't until a few months ago when my mum injured her knee badly that I had to step up to the mark. She couldn't, and still can't, ride so I had to exercise Tazz because of how dangerously fat he was getting. I started lunging him and doing lots of groundwork to help build our trust in each other. When he behaved perfectly on the lunge I realised that I could do this and I was determined to get back on and prove everyone wrong. 20th June 2015 I got back on Tazz and schooled him for the first time in almost 2 years. Although it was only walk and trot it was still a massive breakthrough and I felt so proud of myself, even for just a few trotting poles. Then today (21st June 2015) I pushed myself even further. I jumped him for the first time in nearly 2 years and it felt amazing. I got so overwhelmed and you can see from the massive smile on my face how happy I am to finally be back riding him. I can't describe how good it feels knowing I didn't give up and now I'm going to keep going and proving everyone wrong. I will not give up.