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So many flashes before the dusk fades - (FULL ALBUM) - (The Caretaker inspired album)

SMFBTDF is an noise 'music' album referencing negativity/self negativity, and the decade progression of moving on from it. Beyondly inspired by Leyland Kirby/The Caretaker. The first stage is the beginning of developing negativity and the yearly progression of slowly noticing it, every negative emotion, action is amplified to its limit, usually causing them to have mental episodes, but with some help, they began to learn and adapt it slowly by motherly care and more. Most tracks feel heavy, displeasing, and rather unwelcoming on a personal level, while are rather loud-ish and unpleasant, but begin to be at ease and temporary positive but also mournful, the first steps of progress. The second stage is the aftermath of the yearly progression and learning from it, they're more at ease with themself, but saddened who they are and want to improve theirself for the betterment for everyone else, their emotions and actions are more restricted and more subtle, but slowly their negativity slowly begins to amplify and all their feelings they wanted gone have returned worse than ever, millions of thoughts that they despised returned in worse heavy conditions that are majorly painful to even embrace it, but slowly positive, enjoying thoughts attempt to shine through, which gives the final push into facing it, and it all finally ends. The tracks begin with a sorrowful, mournful beginning , but begin to feel more joyful and more entertaining when progressing, but only temporary, as it slowly goes downhill into more heavy and more unwelcoming, and slowly begins to develop into more painful noise, but slowly it begins to slightly welcoming, and progresses into its final stage with no holding back, but dies with a painful note, and begins the final tracks which slowly begins to shift into a rewarding end, the last strike of negativity before it all ends. Stage 1: 00:00:00​ - A1 - Behaviors seem of no use 00:06:17​ - A2 - WILL WE EVER GO BACK 00:12:45​ - A3 - Never leave me mom 00:16:39​ - A4 - You're the only thing that is perfect in my eyes 00:22:11​ - A5 - Mourning the pleasant days while looking forward 00:30:01​ - B1 - Maybe there's something more i'm missing 00:35:27​ - B2 - Or maybe i'm overthinking about the better 00:43:33​ - B3 - The knocking feels less of a greeting 00:51:28​ - B4 - SO ANNOYED BUT HOPELESS TO DO ANYTHING 00:57:49​ - B5 - Hello 01:05:03​ - B6 - Something brightens in the dying moments of despair Stage 2: 01:12:34​ - STAGE 2 - C1 I'm sorry for who I am 01:18:04​ - C2 - Another reassurance in a new saddened memory 01:22:13​ - C3 - Maybe seeing the sun can brighten the mood 01:25:53​ - C4 - Loving the view till it turns down 01:32:05​ - C5 - Goodnight until another day 01:38:37​ - D1 - Feeling aware more than ever about myself 01:44:00​ - D2 - Who really am i at the end of this tunnel 02:06:22​ - D3 - The dread and worry grows at the middle of the night 02:25:36​ - E1 - Feelings purposely stir for worse 02:31:58​ - E2 - Something enlightens in the many thoughts 02:38:36​ - E3 - Enlightenment burial and memorialized forever 02:58:17​ - E4 - Enraging determination and courage shines through the cruel debris 03:18:51​ - E5 - Progression and its destruction of my long forsaken pain 03:55:43​ - F1 - Major mental blackout 04:03:47​ - F2 - Moment of silence and gratefulness of our fallen lights 04:09:14​ - F3 - Nothing will be perfect but will be better than before 04:15:29​ - F4 - Goodbye cruel trail forever and welcome admired view 04:22:45​ - F5 - Welcome new life and finally peace