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DOOMSDAY Mormonism: 8 Siblings Surviving on $10k a Year

*Content Warning: brief mentions of suicide ideation 1 hr 34 mins in* Within mainstream Mormonism is a fundamentalist group that takes the "Latter Days" incredibly serious. They are loosely known as the Doomsday or Prepper Mormons. Rachel lived in extreme poverty, rarely received any medical attention, had no power or running water and had no idea she was in a cult until years and years later. Not only did she deconstruct end times Mormonism, but found herself deconstructing mainstream Mormonism as well, after her mental health took a turn for the worse. Support Shelise Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast Patreon   / cultstoconsciousness   Venmo @sheliseann Chapter Markers 00:00:00 Intro 00:02:06 What makes Doom's Day Mormonism more extreme? 00:06:43 Rachel's interesting birth story 00:07:26 Almost never went to the hospital 00:08:17 When Rachel fell off a cliff and didn't go to the hospital 00:10:59 How many siblings she had- family dynamics 00:12:24 Her dad's accident 00:13:57 Her family of 10 living off 10k per YEAR 00:15:18 Was the purposeful poverty tied to Doomsday Mormonism? 00:17:14 How her father's visions affected her family 00:21:02 Did her father believe in the Prophet of the LDS church? 00:22:15 Going to school in Kindergarten signaled Child Protective Services 00:28:08 Did she want to be taken by CPS? 00:29:25 Did Sunday school at church conflict with Mormon teachings at home? 00:31:08 Their self-righteous tendencies 00:33:16 She started college after 8th grade!! 00:36:24 Did her college education conflict with her extremist Mormon beliefs? 00:40:18 Their specific roles for the end times 00:42:25 Her brother's vision about his role in the end times 00:43:23 Back to polygamy? How her mom felt 00:45:14 Her mother's "healer" roles in the last days 00:46:40 Her sister's unfitting role for the last days 00:47:24 Her role for the last days before her engineering degree 00:49:07 Why she moved around a lot as a child 00:50:05 Bad financial decisions blamed on God 00:51:26 Rachel's attempts at converting her mainstream Mormon husband 00:53:10 When her doctrinal "shelf" started cracking 00:56:09 She thought her depression meant she was "serving Satan" 00:59:02 Creating new core beliefs within mainstream Mormonism 01:00:58 A sacred Nephite temple in the Grand Canyon??? 01:05:43 A cringy lesson she gave in church 01:08:17 Her dad's role of "poofing" during the last days 01:09:20 Her family members' mixed reactions about her father's death 01:14:52 How her brothers continued her father's work 01:15:58 When she realized she grew up in a cult! 01:18:28 Did her beliefs carry on to her children and how she raised them? 01:18:58 Her husband wasn't a fan of the forced patriarchy 01:23:15 Next to deconstruct....mainstream Mormonism 01:33:36 TW: Brief mention of suicide ideation & depression 01:35:48 How reading "Saints" an LDS sanctioned book, cracked her faith open 01:38:35 What happened when she voluntarily took a Sunday off going to church 01:43:08 TW: Brief mention of suicide ideation 01:46:45 The pain of not being able to go back 01:50:40 Pinpointing what part of Mormonism was so harmful for her 01:54:31 What is Rachel's current "consciousness" and peace? 02:00:25 How her husband and children felt about her leaving the church 02:12:01 Linda, Listen 02:14:15 Being vulnerable about being vulnerable 02:15:41 "You can leave, but leave it alone" 02:16:45 Therapy in sharing the hard stories Find Shelise on Social media! Instagram @cultstoconsciousness   / cultstoconsiousness   Host Instagram @sheliseann   / sheliseann   TikTok @cults.to.consciousness   / cults.to.consciousness   Twitter @cultstocon   / cultstocon   Theme Song Produced and Composed by Christian Guevara *Disclaimer: Thanks for joining us at Cults to Consciousness. This storytelling podcast is meant to be for entertainment purposes only and does not substitute for medical advice. We may discuss triggering topics and we ask that you make your personal mental health a priority. Lastly, the opinions of our guests do not necessarily reflect the opinions of the host.*